Previous Chapters

This is not my first blog. My first blog was " In MY Heart" It had a lot of poetry, haiku, my own style, some photography.. I would like to say that I am a woman of many talents, but I am not. I love to take pictures, but a photographer I am not. I like to write poetry, but a poet I am not. I like to paint, but an artist I am not. I think you get the idea. When I turned 40 almost 5 years ago I did not handle it well.. Mid-life crisis, mental breakdown, went plain wacko, call it what you may.... It has taken me almost 5 years to pull back out of it...But I am on a road back to sanity. " In MY Heart " helped me to put some of my emotions into words, helped me to work through things in my mind. I felt it was time to close that chapter and move on and here I am. I have 2 daughters, the loves of my life, my reason for living. My youngest is 22 and her desire is to be married, she is in love and hopefully some day soon they will make that decision. My oldest daughter is 26 and has been married for almost 6 1/2 years and they have dealt with infertility for quite some time. The pain you feel for your kids when they are in pain is the worst pain imagaginable. But Thank our dear heavenly father He has blessed her with a pregnancy, that we pray brings a healthy baby to us. She is almost 7 weeks a long.. So it is early. I have been thinking about what do I want to be called, granny, grandma, granny Brown, mimi, nana, mammaw etc. and I have decided I will just leave it up to my first grandbaby to set the name.. So this is my journey in preparation for my first grandchild :) This is my journey into The Next Chapter of my life!!!